The Little Music Maker

Hello IF, how are you?

Hmmm, i think you’re getting cold. Come, let me help you put it on…

OH dear, you must be very cold. Come let me give you hug!!!!

And so make a guess! What’s IF’s name? Yes yes!!!! His name is Mr Imaginary Friend!!!

So you can tell that i’ve been a bit high and cranky and that’s good! It’s good to just enjoy and be yourself, love yourself, pamper yourself, talk to yourself and be crazy and laugh at yourself.

Jokes aside…

I truly enjoyed Pst’s preaching today with his reference and research from the chinese classics text. I used to study bout chinese and Christianity back at school and thus, were not that surprised to know bout us chinese knowing that God existed, but today’s message was a like a deeper bible study with a good counter reference to history. I love it. I like to know more about this sorta things. It redefines history for me. Just like when i went OK, i saw the mountains with caves right high up with water markings which indicated to me, there really was a flood long long lOOOONNNNGGGG time ago. Anyway, i really do think God loves us chinese…. or not this song won’t be sung til today…

Jesus loves the little children (yes i’m one of them)
All the children of the world (oh yes i’m in the world)
Red and Yellow (there! i’m yellow) black and white (i’m also white on the side)
All are precious in his sight (oh You can see me even though i’m so small hiding at a corner)
Jesus loves the little children of the world (oh yes indeed!)

So after service, i had a plesant message for a meet up but sorry boy, i had to rush to teach! Well. I love my kid at CCK and it’s always a joy teaching her. I hope she’ll grow up to really be a fine young lady and it’s interesting to know that her mom has the same chinese name as me. Haha! But mr LH, today i’m a girl in blue dress! So pretty with my long sam-seng hair - it’s time to cut!!! Anyway, we’ll head out soon from next friday onwards and KEEP your thursdays free. We can go out to PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And after my class, i met my movie partner - gene and gene. HAHA we like some brand name. Anyway, eugene is a good movie partner - we watch ALL sorta shows since we’re always so free at night. Haha! I kinda like changeling because it’s one of the shows that have really touched my heart. And it’s nice to also know that after the movie ended, everyone were still stuck in their seats…. probably because of the really heart-felt feeling about a mother’s love in finding her lost boy….her fight for women and rights and there…. a legacy left by her. I think the pastor played a part because he was the only one who believed and helped her through…

I think you all should watch changeling. The most disgusting part of the show is about axing the children. YES, the stupid guy killed 20 children by using some damned ax. And i really mean the ax is damned (no crude meaning here). Yah, you should watch the show. OH well, i guess besides those WAR shows where i watch people FIGHT and DIE and i smile at all these scence…. this is one other kinda shows that’re pretty nice to watch. I sorta have realised that those true and real stories could be ridiculously irritating when it makes you want to go home and do a little research on it…. OKAY!!! It’s 4:22am. I’m hopping on bed!!!

So, if you read my blog. Please tag and talk to me. Heeeeeee! Or not i’ll give you this face!!! HMPH!!!

Yes, i’ve been reading the GOOD NEWS BIBLE, and referring back to THE MESSAGE BIBLE and the NEW KING JAMES VERSION BIBLE to counter-read the verses. It was quite a hilarious time reading some pretty straight forward language in our modern times and how it’s been interpreted just so “modernly”.

But well, it’s good to go back to the word and it’s even better to spend time studying the word.

I’ve kinda realised that the longer you are in church, some times we could be so hard up busy with every single other stuff that we neglect the basics. Well, ministry, people and all the great achievements aside, i want to draw so close to God this season.

Honestly, there are so many ups and downs in life that we often praise God in the good, and go solo in the bad. Well, i am like that and i admit i am. Then again, while reading Ecc (oh yay, i finished it yst!) there is nothing that has happened that is new. So in anyway, i’ve learnt to just ENJOY and TAKE PLEASURE in what i have with me to enjoy and JUST BE HAPPY.

At the end of the day, life is for me ….
to have a job - work hard - earn some money - enjoy life,
to have a family - love strong - build good relationship - enjoy life,
to have many friends - care well - build stable and long lasting friendships - enjoy life,
to have known a God - love Him - exemplify His utmost glory - love life.

I’m going to be a better christian this year.

Ecc 9:8 (GNB)
“Always look happy and cheerful.”

Yup, i would from now on.

Happy CNY!!!

This CNY is a little special for me because i decided to give my parents and my grandparents ang bos. Well, i was chatting with one of my older students who had a colleague who gave her this nice ang bo paper and said, “You can give this to your parents.” And she told me about it during class last tues and ask if we’re supposed to do it. It came to me as a good idea and thought also, that it would be the best times to bless my parents and grandparents ang bos since i’ve already started working and am earning a good take home salary…. and yes i did - eighty-eight in 1 red packet.

I was so happy giving it away. And i got a nice card for my parents too….

Each has their own pretty card…

And see my pretty red packet.

I really think it’s so nice to be giving, i am going to be a better giver this year financially.

Besides family, one of life’s Greatest Gift that God has Given to me is Gladys, my best friend. (Oh yeah, notice all the Gs).So just like we’ve this telepathy innate gift of being able to MATCH clothes for clothes with each other, we did it almost all the time when we happen to meet or just bump into each other. This year, she’s joined the gang of being WS’s gf - to be invited to the musician’s gang reunion dinner @ mervyn’s place and we were wearing the SAME thing. Haha, anyway Welcome welcome!!! W love You - you can take it as WE love you or WANG (as in me) love you or in any way you wish to be loved.

So today is Thursday and it’s my beautiful thursday of course and it’s brothers day also. And today, my fruitcake tagged along and made my 3-in-1 very sweet and tasty. Haha!!!! I’m glad things worked out nicely for you in your friendship. You know what i mean….

Well, and yes! Today’s thurs, and i met my brothers again!!!!!!!!! And the same gang goes with HH, YZ, Zhuang, Huang and Wang. Haha!!! And i tell you, NO cats and NO NO NO food under void deck. It’s horribly scary when we’re all under observation waiting to be attacked.

Still, it’s a beautiful day with lots of great friends around. I’m so happy and have been recently crazy and keep having funny thoughts about life. It’s good to some times laugh at yourself and laugh with yourself too. It’s a joy to be able to be secured in my relationship with my friends and just be this mad me as usual.

I’ve got a new bible today and am happily reading it. It’s so straight forward and am looking forward to knowing more bout God and His word this week. Alright.. it’s going to be fun!

Oh so happy!!! Love!

Dearest Crazy people,

It’s MY YEAR!!! Happy NIU YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got my letter from MDIS - an urgent letter, to ask me to PAY money. How much? $10,700.00. And how soon? In 7 days! Oh wow!!!

So tonight, this CNY, i’m printing money at home. 10700 pieces of $1 notes. OH!!!!
So desperate. I must go and look for loan shark to borrow some money to pay my school fees.

Okay, so this is my crazy me,  my NIU year and my stupid MAN!!!! Mdis school. Can’t wait to GET OUT soon! BUT before that, i AM going to complete my studies!!!! Good Job!

So i think i’ll receive ALOT of comments about this picture. This is a VIRTUAL table as i’ve mentioned before. My new KB is coming next thursday.

And this was my MAD pork crave - sweet and sour pork and 10 sticks of pork satay.

And OH so we were laughing at each other….

I’m loving my dad and i’m having a good time laughin at his stories about life and about how he deals with difficult people. What’s funny is because we were talking about guests coming to our home for CNY and since people seldom finish drinking their can or packet drinks, we said we should get syrup and make drinks like bandung or something. Also, since we’re so particular about people coming to our houses (mainly my mom and my elder sisters who are the particular ones and not my dad and i - we’re pretty much the same, yah we LOVE crowds and people), my dad suggested to label those pineapple tarts and bah gua “Take ONE (1) piece only” and “Take TWO (2) pieces only” respectively. OK, so you can see that my dad is as MAD as me. He’s taught me something nice…. and i totally agree with it!

He said….
“We should be a bit xiao some times in life, then life will be a bit happier” (In chinese) and i totally agree!!! Probably that’s why i’ve been so cranky recently!!!!

He shared with me about how he went to his principal’s house at night, dressed in black, with his gang, to steal ALL this shoes placed outside and the house and distributed to students in his class! Wow! He reminded me of AYAM AYAM AYAM and his school nonsense.

So typical boy!!!! Okay, i can’t stand it. I’m laughing like mad now. Okay, i think u all should come to my house during CNY and listen to all his stories. Haha. Oh, and my mom said “to save money, please ask your friends to bring their own packet drinks.”

HAHAHHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah!!!

Yay! I’m very happy to have alot of good friends and for a good start, i’d like to state down every single one of them (should i forget, please forgive me).

A great shout out to all of my friends! Love ya!!!

Crazy5: Gladys, Eunice, Francine, Tisha
Brothers: Yueze, Zengmin, Haohan, Mingjie, Guanrong, Darren, Guanxian
Musicians: Jessel, Yenhao, Mervyn, Titus, Wiltian, Suhui, Weisheng, Sebastian, Collin, Alan, Liang Hong.
Others: Farid, Fengnian, Fengheng, Melvin, Eugene

I think this should be it. And of course, i’ve a whole gang of male friends more than my girl friends, but still my closest are my girls. In any way, just in case many ppl ask if i’m with anyone in my gang, NO i am not.

Alright, peace to the whole world. I just have alot of GOOD guy buddies. And i do think i’m damn pampered forever and ever and ever and ever like having smokeys forever and ever and ever and ever! Oh yeah!!!!

Happy NIU Year! It’s MY year!

There was a young knight
He is aged just nine
He had some good friends who were also just nice
Whom he’ll spend some good time with, every single night.

There was a girl, who was then nine
She was pretty and was just so nice
The knight spotted her and said she was just so pretty and nice
And the knight waited for night at nine to see miss nice.

So miss nice waited at night at nine for knight
But to her sad surprise the knight was not that nice
He was boring and only wanted to play with his mice
And she got angry and ended up killing the mice

So miss nice told the knight that it was nice
To see his nine years old boyish nature with his mice
She said that it was not a good idea to meet at night
Because at nine, she is not that nice to mice.

So this was the story of the knight and his mind
Who played with the mice and met miss little nice
And he was the knight who stayed up at night
At nine, was the time, he played with his mice.

I’ve been upset recently when i didn’t got my craving satisfied and i got angry. For some of the rarest times, i think i was crazily craving for meat - specifically pork. I’ve been a sea food fan and am still one til date and i just realised that my favourite red meat is PORK.

So with that mad craving, i got myself some nice food like sweet and sour pork with rice and pork satay! Yum, and i ate it up all!!!

Well, i think i am mad recently and have been so mad that i think i’m getting sorta out of hand. Anyway, i think i’m happily looking forward to weekends where i’ll be stationed at JW for a good time due to work commitments and cg that’s scheduled on Sundays.

I’m also happy and VERY happy indeed, to say that my kb is spoilt after it being set up on the day itself, and a BRAND NEW KEYBOARD is coming to replace it by next thursday. How wonderful and crazy i think i am. At the moment, my old keyboard stands as my table where i put things on it. Oh yeah! So looking forward to thurs again…. this is what i’m doing….

Since every thurs is an awesome OFF day, i’m going to buy my table and get mr ikea man to come do it by thurs (i’ve been postponing this cos i’ve not visited ikea since the last time). Get my students’ books which is pretty much overdue for our weekly lessons, and then have a pleasant class and a dinner with big one.

Alright, all looking forward!

Because starting Jan, every thurs is a PLAY DAY!!!!! I’m eagerly looking forward to all thurs starting from this week!!!! I think i’m going to have LOTS of happy fun and LOTS of lovely buyings aka shopping and music making madness!!!! Yeah, i think i’m a bit high recently. Well, just recently!!!

I ate fake smokeys today and it’s horrible. BLEAH!!!! Hee!!! I’m a GREAT Smokeys fan!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i think nothing beats it!!! Please visit T3 Kopitiam for Smokeys.

I bought a new piano bag today for my mini lappy and i think i’m crazy over piano. VERY crazy and i am so proud of this craze!!! WOO LALA!!! Music music and MORE music!!!

And my brothers came today to help me clear my table and put this beautiful thing up!!!! Oh yeah! And i’ve been playing it since. But, sad thing is, there is something wrong with the LCD screen and one of the G key is spoilt. Yes it is, so i think Samuel will get it from me tomorrow to send it for servicing. Oh sigh… there goes my sexy little keyboard. Next i have in my list is the table where it’ll most likely come by next thurs and then my shelves and then, finally, my imac…. I’m so excited. But then i need to learn how to use all the softwares and stuff…. so guess it’ll take a while before music production takes place…

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! I think i’m in love. Okay, i love my brothers and of course, love them alot cos they’ve helped me with all this shifting around and got me a PRESENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, i’ll be nice to them all. A good dinner meal okay plus some nice nice presents also… SOON!!!

So, i’m really happy today cos it’s a thursday and i’m loving it. I’m looking forward to next thurs where all the dearest things are coming to meet me at my home - the tables, the curry legs, the shelves and the mr ikea man who’ll be fixing them all. OH YEAH!!!

I think i’ll buy a nice leaf over my bed, okay i’ll take some photos to show you the next time i pop by Ikea! OH so happy OH so happy OH so happy!!!!!!!!!

Love my brothers lots. And u all also please thank God for me in ur lives…

Alright, i’m working hard as you can see… planning my schedule. Because there are so many changes to my student’s schedule, i’m needed to plan everyday and every week. Looking forward, it’s going to be Feb and i’m awaiting for Valentine’s Day to draw nearer. I’m going to buy myself some nice rainbow flowers to surprise myself. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Lovely, so lovely.
Happy, so happy.
I am, so CRAZY!!!

Good byes!

Well, when i was back at Primary 5, i used to admire this classmate of mine. She’s miss eunice olsen look alike and is really tall, pretty and intellectual. She was beautiful to me. Perhaps only my girls know who i’m talking about actually. From the ba gua facebook, i got to see all the lovely photos of hers. She’s really pretty and well, one of the brightest spark i’ve ever known. Talented, pretty, beautiful and intellectual. Right next to this high achiever, the other person that fits the list excatly is my besty.

Anyway, she’s none other than my dearest assistant drum major of year 2001.

I think she’s going to be someone big one day - or perhaps, is already someone big.

Strange enough, i kinda felt motivated to keep healthy and fit and stay PRETTY and BE pretty. I don’t really know how to articulate it, but well i think besty u know what i mean. You really should browse her photos on facebook. It ain’t like those bimbotic or b****y sorta photos but every single one is really beautiful.

Ahhhh worlds apart, she’s a psa scholar boy!

I had a crazy thought and i think i should execute it. I just submitted my application for something. Well, if it comes to pass, i’ll share it with the world. Otherwise, it should stay silent for the time being.

Inside me, i’m hearing this “I want to go THERE.” And perhaps in my great lifetime, i’d make a major decision to BE there to do what i want to do.

Alright, just having some thoughts ’bout people and life. I think all of us choose our paths so i’d better choose a good one today.

So while we were at Ikea last weekend, i kept telling my younger sister that i WANT this bed.
It’s so beautiful and it’s so nice. It’s so small and it’s just the right size!!! Yeah, it’s a KID’s bed. So beautiful and so nice for me!!!! And seems like the clothes i wore that day fit the bed so perfectly too! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will buy this bed next time for myself.

Just a good note of me attending school just this week, i need to be a better student and have a better grade. And as much as i’ve always thought of quitting and stopping school because of my lack of interest and my many 1000 reasons for stopping, i won’t. I was just having an idiotic thought to entertain for the 1 min of my life. I’ll still continue and graduate. How funny that i took my grad photo before the actual graduation + transcript. I will continue and complete it no matter how long…. long…… long…… GOOD!!!

Ok, twist! I’m going to be a good girl this year 2009. NO nonsense, no more nonsense and NO more no more nonsense. No time for nonsense. I got 6 years before i reach 30 and i better MAKE DO with my life and do what i’ve always wanted to do: MUSIC.