The Little Music Maker

WOO LALA says:
sendy
WOO LALA says:
she play very well today
WOO LALA says:
kc say u 3 have improved the most
WOO LALA says:
LH Sendy and U
 Eigene: MY GENERATION says:
improved what thing?
 Eigene: MY GENERATION says:
LH is superb
 Eigene: MY GENERATION says:
he improve by days one
 Eigene: MY GENERATION says:
like today level 1
 Eigene: MY GENERATION says:
then tomorrow level 2 already
WOO LALA says:
as long as dun play too much ride
WOO LALA says:
hahaha
 Eigene: MY GENERATION says:
EHH!!
WOO LALA says:
and dun stay out too late
WOO LALA says:
to learn u must want to be taught
WOO LALA says:
that is why i very happy u going berklee

Oh…. so this was something that’s quite nice to hear and read. I’m HAPPY for this once. I’d better go work on my craft and be super damn FREAKING good before i set my feet in japan for that AUDITION and if i really am going, i’d be away for 4 years to USA. OH so happy, the world will be happier with a noisy chilli padi around in another country and i will miss my friends like FREAKING crazily. I would be looking forward to building many good friendships before my departure that is.

Gut feeling.

My gut feeling tells me it’s another wave of interesting events that’re going to happen in my life.

Weird feeling.

My weird feeling tells me that people need time to grow up.

Like feeling.

My like feeling tells me that even though it’s fresh and new, it’s just a strange liking.

Sad feeling.

My sad feeling tells me that i’m just going to give up “hope” on this particular issue.

HAIZ.

I am so haiz today. I feel xian about an issue or perhaps several issues that hit me all at once.

WAH, really xian.

And everything revolves around the SAME issues. OMG!!! Perhaps the say of a greater one is more important than a say among the little fries. But at least little fries have a say too because people’s opinions matter.

Alright, matters aside…. i met my new cg today. I was glad my cgl could understand me and came to stage to look for me just to say “hi”. I’m even more thankful that i’ve awesome friends in the cg like my brothers. Oh well, i hope my cgms and cgl likes me HAHHAAH and my cgl replied “dun be silly!” Yah i am, often i guess.

So, i suddenly thought the song “you deserve” sounds nice today… and i thought june lead well for this is our god… and adi sang well for your generation…. i think jessel did v well as a md, and weisheng felt so at home playing like a guitar hero in expo… suhui jammed and rock and roll like a cool bassist… lh’s fill ins were awesome…. and of course my dearest sendy who clicked instantly together when we played this is our god without instructions given.. plus my dearest brother who took on the good role of a 2nd guitarist. well apart from them, i also thought erika look REALLY PRETTY in her new coloured hair and having it all pinned up… and i thought jingxian’s hair colour fits him really well…. i’ve seen veroy grown and i’m proud of him, i like renata’s dressing cos resembles a bit of bel, i think schumann’s blue looks good, i like eileen’s copper too…

Okay youth punks, let’s go out for a MEAL soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am good at this HAHAHAHA!!!

There are some people that i’ve found online and i think it’ll be nice to show the whole world these beautiful photos of my dearest friends and cool OFs. You’ll like this, trust me.

This is June and Brandon. I remembered this was the 1st time i spoke to her. I thought it was really sweet when i saw this photo…. and i honestly think alot of younger ones admire her LOTS. So June, if u’re ever reading this post, kudos to you! Awesome!

I think i know this person. And i was RIGHT to say “I remembered who stood where - one was Andrea, the other was Adi!” SEEEE i got evidence. (Yah, only those on the dinner table will understand if they remember the conversation we had regarding Destiny and dancing.) You’re cool man Adi, cool. This weekend’s ur show and remember to wear ur gold shoe!

I think she is my friend, Erika. HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think u look nice when you’ve longer hair like NOW and tie it up prettily nice or not like the webcam session we had where u really look like xiao char bo flipping ur hair here and there!!!!!!!! “OF PAYA LEBAR MGS” Yah, that’s the only thing i remembered! YAY, this weekend is show time. Remember to take photos.

This is my brother. Who says Jams musicians can’t make it? This current week’s musicians were from Jams and CCH. Oh so tell me about it! The very person who said this about us is  nowhere to be found. May God Bless Your Soul! Proud of you brother yang, VERY PROUD OF YOU!

He is a real singer. I sat near to him during AC08 and i could hear every single song he sings during praise and worship. I could hear him pray too. It was awesome cos the voice is awesome, the notes were in pitch and the singing was REALLLY WOOHOO. This is Sidney - he is an AWESOME SINGER.

This is so COOL!!! THIS IS SO COOL!!!!! I admire my guitar friend and i respect him alot. I think he is nonsensely cool and has interesting stories to share all the time. Well, i think the young guns learn alot from him and though he’s an OF and wants to quickly “go”, but there’s really still a long long LONGGGG way for the YGs to catch up and be the best of the best before he can officially “go”…. He likes Man U, Old Traford, Cold Play and ROB BELL-these are some things we all know for sure. VERY NICE SHINY HEAD.. OH DAVID… we LOVVVEEE UUUUU…. remember to smile and say hi to Melvin and Francine and of course my beautiful best friend, Gladys! HEEE!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ELF= my long Eye Lashes Friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I like and admire him lots cos he’s SO talented…. can sing, play guitar, play drums, play bass, write songs, do script and got REALLLLLY nice eyes with REALLLLLLYYYY LLOOONNNNGGG eyelashes.. HAHAH!!!!! Okay, DY will say i’m a BIG stalker. But please, at least i stalk openly and tell the whole world about it. HAHAHAHAH!!! Thank you for writing a song for MY generation and naming it YOUR generation. Really very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yAY!!!

So this was the prayer we were talking about? OFs are really ANOINTED and AWESOME. Respect respect!!!! Thank you for guiding us and for being our friend. RESPECT ah!

Okay, it’s 516am. Done “stalking”!!!!! Nice right the photos!!!!!! WOO yeah!

Goooodddd night worrrlllldddd!!!!

I keep listening to the song: both the original track and the one that adi and veroy did.

I feel kinda strange. It’s like as if something spoke to me when i heard it. I mean besides veroy’s awesome rap and adi’s cool singing, or the beat box, the dance etc… it’s everything besides it.

I think it’s MY generation. I think it is THIS generation. And i seriously think WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING together - and i mean something together.

Uh-huh, u got me right.

Perhaps i am having lots and tons of funny thoughts running in my head.

Hmmm…. alright. We’ll talk about what’s in my head soon.

I suddenly thought of my children’s home kid. I should go visit him tomorrow. We’re supposed to be doing a malay song together and submit it for some contest. Urgh!!! I need help!!!!! Malay song, i dun understand malay at ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL……… Erika or Adi help me!!!

Okay, i’d better go off. I need to talk to someone soon about what’s running in my head before i explode.

So i’ve been into dresses and all that younger dressing for a good 5-8 months for me to decide to change to a more mature look. Point is all my clothes are the same… it’s just the seasonal changes that makes me different…… I have my clothes for 5 years and i can still wear them and people will ask “New clothes?” HA!!!! Awesome. Too many clothes. But i gotta change my style on a overall look basis cos i’m bored with my cutie look for now.

I like me now - super happy. Now better talk nicely and stop screaming and shouting in public places like a mad person. Haiz, but u know, some things just remain the same….

Okay. i think i have enuf colourful hair for good… show u some interesting photos i’ve got while i was searching through my photos… HAHA it’s all me.. so bare with me. hAHHA!!!

I LOOK LIKE A KID……………………………..

This was him before ARMY…. It’s so unglam i realised.

And him after army. AH BENG ARH!!! And why do i look fat!!!!

And i had blonde on brown black…. HEE!!!

And brown on brown..

And the crazy braided hair with many extensions on… I look chaat chaat…

And previously red with purple which then turned into copper with pink…. I also look chaat chaaat…

Ever did my hair this short and look REALLY jialat…. REALLY CHAAT CHAAT….

I had purple and some people liked it…. i did this in taiwan though….

I thought i look nice here. I should go sun tanning… i was darker here… AND THIS PHOTO WAS TAKEN VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV LONG TIME AGO……..

HAHA.. ok all the nonsense photos of me… hHHAHAHA…….. ok at least now i look like a girl finally……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

Good bye world. I am crazy and been too crazy for long. It’s time to settle down on some real hard core stuff that i’ve always been wanting to do… MUSIC and i darn mean SERIOUS HEARTY MUSIC.

I had been seeing my friends for a good long time recently.
My mind has been caught up with producing hearty music and with building good friendships. I see things in a different light sometimes and wondered if they’re really meant to be viewed this way. I had an opportunity to do some classics but it didn’t fit the bill as much; nonetheless, i was still elated.

Perhaps the things that’ve been going in my head is too much to even be conversed verbally to anyone dear.But i think something triggered a string in my heart to make me feel just this bit more and to be surprised by it just this bit more.

I hope certain things in the band stays as we grow older as friends and as band mates…. yet again, i also hope we could build the WORSHIP team together as both band mates and singers TOGETHER.

So well, if u’re a beloved singer from MY generation (like what BBB said about YOUR generation), let’s go for a great meal together after service on sat to airport or what to have a hearty meal after a hearty service and spend some hearty time together. I mean it.

Well, there are much things to be said but in all, i think music and singing is one entity. I wished i could sing and i think i WILL sing one day - not as a bv or what lar, of course not, but i mean SING and play my keyboard. And i think the other boys would love to SING and play their instruments too.

Music making for my generation - BBB!!!! i’ll send u MY song from MY generation soon after i’m done with ONE with a singer.

Chill - this starts a new wave for us. I love us - let’s spend MORE time together as a team.

June, Adi, Schumann, Eileen, Yvonne, Renata, Erika, Jing Xian, Veroy, Jessel, Lianghong, Weisheng, Suhui, Yueze.

I love us.

I’ve been waiting to upload photos of the youth band gang and the youth singers……

The previous trip, we were excitedly wearing jeans and stuff… we were DRESSED up to board the bus….. and then to see our gang leader in berms and t shirt with his cool sun glasses…. so this time round…. we all COPIED HIM….. we were in slack one tone coloured shirt except for our cgl-musician, and in berms!!!!!!!! HAHAHAH Look at us….. we follow the foot steps of our leader…. HAHAHHAHAHAHA……………..

And we eat ice cream like crazy…… previously we had like 1 scoop each… then this time round.. we upgraded to….

3 scoops each. HAHAHAHAHHAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! KUA ZHANG RIGHT!!!! That’s the power of an OF’s influence. HAHAHAHHA!

So this is the YOUTH GANG BAND…. I like us alot… cos without planning… we all turned up in the same “seh”…. black and white. 3 blacks, 3 whites…. I was in white, with a black jacket. And DY….

Also in Black. Hahhahaha….. really cool…. i was surprised to see us in this colour theme on the 2nd day of the trip. HAHAHAHHAH!!!!!

I like us alot.. I think we are crazy!

So well…. in the trip… i made new friends…. and i like them alot too…. like….

My 2nd child friend who’s talented and FAMOUS. Copy me wear the same stripe stripe pattern topppp…….. And someone who tests my patience BIG TIME …….. BIG TIME man…. Ok beloved 2nd child, wear ur gold shoe this weekend!!!!

And my favourite friend of all time…. love it that we click instantly and we are pretty much the same. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! Happy birthday my girl….. hope u were really happy that day HAHHAH!!!!! GO OUT SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Looking forward to this week where we’ll just go crazy seeing each other everyday and talking nonsense everyday.

Yay, i’m really happy.

Am happy.
Went up and down some rollercoaster rides in my emotions when i watched a show.
Had interesting nasi lemak food for 2 days.
Celebrated Erika’s birthday.
Drank some nice alcoholic drinks.
Played the keyboard and gotta learn how to MOVE.
Tried new chord progressions and thought it sounded pretty okay.
Very happy that my name is pronounced nicely.
Pretty embarrassed when i was being introduced as 24, and single.
Got to talk to people and know them better.
Realised i gotta be more patient and less worked up.

Enjoyed playing in the band.
Enjoyed awesome GOOD conversations.
Had many nonsense conversations where all of us ran over to get the trophy on one topic or another.
Realised i look so different in this trip as compared to the previous one and i wondered a whole lot why.
Maybe because i’m happier.

Kept thinking and laughing silently to myself about issues i thought of in my head.
Think maybe cos i was happier and became happier during the trip…

Perhaps i should share something to someone
Since it’s been bugging me in my head for a good long time since a while ago.

Photos would be up soon.
I wondered about alot of things recently and i hope i’ll stop wondering about them.

Maybe because…………………..
Someone just appeared in my life to make me think a whole lot about this life that i’m living.
I wondered alot…. but i hope my wondered thoughts doesn’t make me go wandering for long.

My friends are my cgms.
I hope things work out well in there.

Haven’t any more to say, just that….
i feel strangely disconnected but awesomely connected with a friend that i thought………
hmm, u seem to be interesting….

Alright, weird.
Gotta go sleep so that i’ll stop wondering in my wandering thoughts… or wandering in my wondering thoughts…….

Ai ya, whatever.
I have an issue of my heart yet to be settled and i’ve been just too silent about it.

Time to explode.

Oh beautiful. I love it. And i DROP MY PURPLE PEN INSIDE the piano. Hee, and nearly drop my phone inside too. OH so silly!

Yeah, so happy. I feel high class again!

My dad went to church today and had so much to share about his encounters this week.
Interestingly, he did a song for God!!!!!!!!!

He sang “Hallelujuah Hallelujuah Hallelujuah… etc” and the funny thing is… his lyrics are christiany, but the MELODY is the buddhist melody lorh!!!!!!!!!!!! And this is damn funny cos i totally understand how it is like and he sang it to my family today when he got home. DAMN FUNNY LA!!!! I’ll sing to you when we meet. HAHAHA!!!! I can’t imagine. This is like WHAT?????????????? to me.

Damn Funny.
So he ask how does Jesus look like…. and how big is God and how can he see God’s face…. so my elder sister and i explained to him and shared our personal encounters with him too. He’s so hungry, so hungry to know more bout Jesus. And that’s really inspiring. YAY!!!!

Right now, even as i am typing this entry, he is happily watching Passion of the Christ.

I am really overjoyed. I think my Father loves my father and it’s so happy to know that. My father is so happy now. No worries, no more frustrations and anger stuff… in fact, he’s so happy, happy happy!!!!!! And it makes my elder sister and i very very VERY happy. I am elated and i think the joy is spreading to my grandma, mom and younger sister.

It’s time… to call for a celebration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!
I’m so looking forward to one day where my whole family attends a church - be it chc or ncc. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God is super GOOD. OH YEAH! WOO LALA!!!! YAY i’m damn happy. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!