The Little Music Maker

I like MR BnW.
He comes in different heights: 49, 61, 88 are the most common ones.

I like Mr BnW.
He makes me feel like touching it - oooo….

I like Mr BnW.
He is so complicatedly simple….

I like Mr BnW.
I want to marry it and bring him home almost immediately.

I like Mr BnW.
He often speaks well of me when i have heart in my finger-communication.

I like Mr BnW.
He knows me very well and have been my friend since 4.

I like Mr BnW.
I am excited cos when i go mission trips, i meet new Mr BnWs from different countries.

OHH Yes i like Mr BnW.
AND I MET A SUPER HANDSOME AND ATAS Mr BnW today!!!!
I touched it and i left something of his kind under his strings: a piano pen.
WOOO, i wished i could bring him home.

I should take a photo with Mr BnW tomorrow to show u.
He is DAMN FREAKING AWESOMELY handsome. Woo…..

His name is Mr Black and White.
OH yeah.

Well the OF consists of Benson on the Saxophone! Tan Boon on the drums! KC on the Bass!!! David YEM on his guitar!!! And Grace on the KB! Yay!

RESPECT and SALUTE!

This picture is drawn by Titus!

Thank you for teaching and guiding the YGs…. we are playing catch up now. Hopefully we’ll catch up very soon!!!

RESPECT RESPECT!

Today i met a BIG SHOT. I Met KL. He’s the one in the video - on the piano. SUPER NICE RIGHT!!!!! Yeah, i met him today. I saw him play the KB and Strings and Organ and the whole YOUTH GANG BAND went like “WAH …..” i want to cry man, and i think all of us wanted to cry also. We can’t put words to it actually - but certainly there were alot of emotions involved. I am touched. VERY touched. He is awesome and i mean SUPER FREAKING damn awesome. He’s the MAN.

So well, just a short entry for things that happened today - JUST today.

1) My dad told me he prayed to God everyday and ask God to come and dwell in him. So he is asking the Holy Spirit to dwell in him and to help him in his everyday life. I am amazed, my dad is superb. He really had an encounter with God. So he prayed “ABBA FATHER…….” Wow, one of the happiest moments of my life to hear that. Salvation has come upon the house! And my father just came into the room a while ago and ask me to pray for him…. He’s been talking about God, Jesus and his Abba Father everyday… every morning at 4am, he wakes up to pray before he goes to work, then he’ll come to my room and say “yay, i’m going to work with abba tian fu” and look “i’m not wearing the buddhist necklace ANYMORE”…. i am VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TOUCHED cos it’s been a week that i see him do that every morning at 4am. I think God is indeed doing a work. I want to cry. It’s an undescribable feeling.

2) I had a discussion with the superintendent and social worker at the children’s home today about my kid’s progress. Initially, i thought i was going to get scolded or what cos the supreintendent is so fierce when he say “i wanna see u”, then i realised he is always so fierce in front of the kids. I thought too much. So i was really very touched by what he said…. He thanked me for teaching Ridzuan music, because through him, all the other 83 kids in the home got to learn bits and pieces of how to play a song on the piano. And that to me was the most rewarding part because i am not just changing a life, i am changing lives. i have decided that no matter how many students i may drop, i will NEVER drop this one child. I want him to grow up and be who he wants to be. I cried when i shared this with LH and SH and Titus cos probably i got all emotional but i was really very touched by what they told me. There were alot of other stuff that they said which it’s just too much to put it in here. I’d tell u if we talk. It’s too much of my heart to contain this.

3) I am very thankful for the relationship i have with my band members and my lalala gang. I’m learning to know people and i want to be a good friend to others just like how my jiang yi qi gang is always standing by each other no matter what. I love this kinda strong friendships we built. SH, please know that whatever u’ve shared with me, i’ve kept it QUIET and NICE. So don’t worry, i  was just teasing you today. Hee. U are really funny but damn generous. Thanks for the arcade machine HAHAH! LH, thanks for talking so much and for sharing so much. U’re really wonderful and respect man. Love you and love the friendship we share. Yam, thank you for being a wonderful friend. I keep quiet means i keep quiet. It’s important to build trust in a friendship. Loyality and honesty is more important then being in the good books of others. Brother, you’ve come so far! Thanks for being a crazy neighbour. May our friendship continue to grow even as we do music together. WS, you’re wonderful of course. Enjoy playing together and learning how to listen to each other. Today was a mind blower when the OFs played. It was really cool. Wished we could one day play like that and make good music together! And of course to THE GREATEST! You are the best and that’s why we’re the best. Hahah! So nonsense. Anyway, very glad and thankful to be able to know big shots like KC and KL HAHAHAHAHA…. more than that, i’m very motivated and inspired and you make me respect resepct man.  Okay, i’ll work towards being a better musician and a better christian - grounded in my values. Hee i want to climb ladder and over take people, but i need to 1st climb my own ladder and overtake myself man.

4) So i was just telling GOd that i am so grateful and thankful for the things that happened this week and point is, it’s yet to end. I am very very very very very thankful for ALL the wonderful things that had happened and my heart was just overwhlemed with them, and it’s really joy that i’m experiencing. I couldn’t put a word to it but i am really elated. I am VERY happy and i wished i could just go to the beach to scream AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thank you Jesus.

5) Just got a msg from lalala gang leader to do song tomorrow. Alright, since i’ll be down early, let’s try some stuff. And man, i’ve GOT lots to share with you since i’ve gotten a whole lot moved in my heart today. Hope my unlimited word quota doesn’t bore you. Well… may we build a good friendship.

6) I am very touched today. I don’t know what hit me perhaps music, perhaps emotions, perhaps …..relationships or whatever. I am just very touched today.

Thanks all for listening and reading. i am super duper grateful and super duper thankful.

On a sad note, i am going deaf. I can’t seem to be able to hear anything else but piano. OMG!!!

Ok tired, sleep already. Tomorrow music day again! Love it! God is good. I’m awake every morning til 4 to see my dad since i’m home so late at night and he sleeps so early recently…. and we hardly talk cos of his new time schedule……. SO….. i am loving every day of my life. It is just simply awesome!!!!!

XXXX BBB SSSS says:
I WANNA PLAY PIANO!
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
TEACH ME!
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
hahahahahhaha
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
eh actually
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
today you look very pretty!
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
eh your ears like elf la
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
gd gd 
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
hahahah
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
nice !@
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
u say my ears like elf.
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
elf
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
and i’m short
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
so i’m a hobbit
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
hahah
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
eh i didn’t think that way ah
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
i don’t know leh
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
i think sharp ears is quite cool
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
not like sharp sharp
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
yours nice 
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
or at least i think it’s nice
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
of course mine nice
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
cos when younger naughty
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
then let parents pull

GOOD. I have a friend who likes POINTED ears and thinks pointed ears make him or her looks PRETTY. HAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!

And the conversation continue……

XXXX BBB SSSS says:
you know today you look very pretty leh
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
really
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
hahahah
Eigene: I am Special!   says:
HAHAHHA
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
really mer.
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
really really
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
i must look like that often.
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
hahah
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
i never bluff
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
then got people will like.
 Eigene: I am Special!   says:
hahha.
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
haha sure have one la
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
sure have one
XXXX BBB SSSS says:
hahahha

I think it’s damn funny. I should really look and behave like a girl. I’m just too boy. Ouch!
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OH well…. i’m so glad titus is BACK with us!!!!!!! And he’s GOOOOOOODDDDDDDDD with usssssss and i love all the meet ups recently since he is back…………… BUT he seriously needs to put on ALOT of weighttttt……………….

OH dear titus!!! HAHHAAH……. so bad, everyone calls u the china man… sO BAD! ANYWAY, welcome back………. Let’s go eat RAMEN SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALso, i had a good conversation with LH today and it was a heart to heart conversation about music. YAY! I like music and i think my music likes me too. OH well……… one day we’ll be so damn freaking good and stand on top of the mountain and shout “WE ARE THE BEST!!!!”

Dearest LH,

Awesome! It was a great conversation and i’m really happy to have a friend like you. I can’t imagine, ur word quota is probably unlimited also. YAY, talk non-stop, and that’s good.
HAHAHA see you tomorrrooooowwwwwwww, Frrrriiiiiday, Satttturady and Sunnnnday………. can talk forever.

Goodnight mr young boy,
See you sooN!
Wang wang!

This is my punk younger sister. She’s really awesome and cool. She’s 3 tatoos and it’s really beautiful and nice. She’s a good punk. I love her. Don’t mess with her, she’ll take her GUN and shoot u. SEe, it’s hanging on her neck.

This is unglam, but to put this up, i hardly bother. HAHA, my elder sis and i. Anyway, my apple is fake and that was a fake specs. I don’t wear specs.

So my younger sister loves me alot.. and she did photos and drawings of me for her project…

And we are crazy sisters for each other, cos we attend each other’s ceremonies and events like my younger sister’s exhibition…

And when i played for my emerge at expo some years back…

So these are my 2 sisters… Eileen on the right, and Eilane on the left. So my parents name us “EiXXXX” And that’s why we are super special… cos u’ll never find a Eilane… Eigene or Eileen…… in the whole world and our names are SO SPECIAL thus my msn nick: I am Special :).

OH yeah!!!! And my daddy is attending church on sunday again!!!! YAY!!!!!! I feel joyful. It’s really very joyful in the family this whole week. We bought 2 cakes to celebrate - 1 is happy belated mother’s day, and the other one had words on it which reads “Our Happy Family”. So cool right!!! Should take photo and show u soon….

I thank God for a FREAKING AWESOME FAMILY. Nobody can beat us, we are the BEST!!!!! And of course, we ARE SPECIAL…. We got talents in the house - a chef, a teacher, an artist, a musician, a mother of ALL (my grandma) and the mahjong queen!

Today is an awesome day.
I was playing for both services in expo.
It was Mother’s Day.
At altar call, i saw someone with her mom who responded and she was crying with joy.
I thought “Hmm…..”

I had lunch with the big shots again.
This time at Outback Steakhouse: Atas.
Then i had a call.
“Dad responded to altar call in my church today (New Creation Church).”
I was stunned and i dunno how to react cos i was just like AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One of the big shots asked “EH,  u happy anot!”
I was but i dunno how to react.
So it was, that my cg was at 3pm.
But my sister and dad was at Suntec, while i was at Millenia Walk.

“Go accompany your dad.” They said.
So i did.

Today, salvation has come upon the house.
I taught my dad what Amen and Abba Father is….
I also taught him how to pray.

I have a thought:
I think we shouldn’t just think being in this mega church of mine is the greatest. And everyone who belongs to other churches are bleah. Because, when i went through family crisis - it was my sister and i who stood up together. We, as christians, standing together, and NOT we as our own churchy, standing divided. So please, it’s the christianity and the belief of the same God that make us one and i truly believe in that. Well, and that’s precisely why…. there isn’t 1 church in the world - there are so many different churches because, people are different and have different needs and different options etc - BUT, we’re still one together.

Well, as much as what others think of NCC, could possibly be what others would think of CHC too. So, why bother? As long as u’re planted and rooted in a church is what matters.

Anyhow, my sis and i started our walk with God together and we’ve been in church for a good long 11 years. We decided on our own which church to go to but we started the journey together, fought family battles together, stood up for each other and reached out to our family members together.

In all, i am extremely glad over what has happened today because of this thing that my dad said…
“I’m going to bring your mom to church.” - that to me, whatever church NCC or CHC, we’re still ONE. My grandma responded to altar call the last time she came with me to dialect church too. Just need to follow up that bit more, and i believe we can bring her back to church again.

I am overjoyed and dumbfounded at the same time.
I felt touched when i met my dad and he asked questions about Jesus and God.
I am very thankful for having my elder sister because she was the one who took time to learn the chinese  bible, bought dialect speaking sermons and music cds for my dad and constantly reaching out to him.
Because she has sown the seed, my dad is saved today.

May you be blessed.

I love my family. Thankful for an awesome family.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Next Saturday i’m not serving, i’m going to FLY KITE WITH MY ELDER SISTER AT PUNGGOL. HAhahahaha….. i’m playing K1 for Sunday Expo. ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD I’m meeting a CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Kbist on Friday at Practice. WOO LALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I asked alot of questions that i’ve always wanted to ask in my good 11 years in church. And i’ve found it to be interesting and really happy to hear the answers…. I think my entire table of people felt the same way too. Btw, i think i need to record a conversation online.

 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
I think got backbone for guy very important..
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
dunno how to fight for rights and super lum nia, i cannot stand it..
XXXX says:
?
XXXX says:
who?
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
dunno lar..
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
got people got no backbone one what…
XXXX says:
a lot
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
this one scared that one scared
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
i dun like
XXXX says:
u know why i got backbone?
XXXX says:
cos i got a strong relationship with God
XXXX says:
before i have a church
XXXX says:
in a matter of speaking
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
that’s important….
XXXX says:
those that know their God will be strong
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
like u not scared of people…
 Eigene: I want to be a STAR!   says:
  respect
XXXX says:
i respect
XXXX says:
but i not scared
XXXX says:
i have built my own altars

I guess this ends my conversation of all conversations for the night.
Well, for those on the table tonight: i respect. I like it when people are real and they dare to talk about issues and not be afraid to have an opinion and stand for what they believe in. Respect to everyone of u, especially to the oldest.

Anyway, i think Crunchie boy really wants to be an OF one day although that 2 words sound super disgusting to me. Yucks. I’d rather be a YOUNG one. Haha. Really, thinking about quite a bit after the long long LONG conversation we had today and well, i think i’m not the only one that started thinking.

I admire long eye lashes and BMD. Kudos to big and experienced OF.

YAY from my generation to the OF: We wanna go for the concert!!! And wave banners to say “YOYO!!!! WE LOVE YOU OF!!!!!!!!!!!! WE REALLY DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Haha.. just jokking.

Good night world. I am very thankful and happy today to be able to ask questions, have answers and listen to OF talk lots today.

AHhhhhHHHHHhhhhh am looking forward to more of such conversations….. but well, before i end… i just received some photos from my photographer friend, for Alec’s wedding and i should let u take a look at it!

I am super messy and tired and can’t smile properly. Pretty girls! Continue to sing and shine.

He is damn nonsense, i’ve conclided. I cannot SEE!!!!

This was the U5 Yamaha that i was playing on. Oh i so love it. And the guy beside me is Shijie, the guitarist for the wedding….

I am super super SUPER tired and tired. Yeah, cos i played restaurant city till late the day before and had a good time out with some friends i guess. BUT yah, anyway, super tired. tired and tired…. So if u see the time that i blog this, u’ll kill me too.

So i better sleep cos i got SOT tomorrow. YAY! Going to find friends again. I love it. One day i should really open a friends restaurant and ONLY invite my friends. So exclusive. Haha. I have alot of friends ALOT and that’s good. But i only have 1 best friend, 2 mad other friends, a young youth gang band and a whole lot of musicians crazy over music.

AND what’s wrong with talking MUSICAL terms man… that’s NOT being technical i think. That’s just being MUSICAL. SMART, so if i’m a musician, i don’t use music language, i use what? Hand sign? Tell Beethoven or Mozart about it. I think they’ll just ignore you and continue with their musical terms in MUSICIAN’s language.

Right, point stated. I’m a musician and i am a forte and sometimes a fortissimo. Plus, on wierd occasion we are all ritard. And i mean, ritardando. Often, the girls in my music team is dolce and has good expressimo when comes to playing good pianoforte. Perhaps one day we should find some good presto songs to play like one bpm 205 sort, or crotchet=205. Understand? OH please. Grade 1s do.

SO, learn some music. Not just hear some music.

I think i’m growing to like her quite a bit. It makes me feel otherwise about certain things that i’ve in my life. Awesome. Been too into music too much recently, it’s blowing me off for good.

I’m going to get my taylor guitar real soon. AW!

I think i’m an awesome Taxi Claims girl. I collect Taxi Claims from my ministry and submit it fortnightly or monthly to JY. I like doing Taxi Claims cos i see money go and money come.

Anyway, i think it’s like enforced savings like what BBB told SB who then told me about it today. I should just credit all the taxi claims to a proper savings account. I think i’ll be super rich after like 5 months. HAHAHA!!!!! So well, i’m submitting taxi claims today, so if you’re reading this and you’ve got claims to submit. REMEMBER to bring it. Thanks.

Well, i was on facebook and i wished someone happy birthday cos it’s his dearest birthday. Hope you’re feeling just that bit happier….

While scrolling through all these pages on facebook that i came across someone’s photos and i almost died. Bleah, i quickly close my facebook. It’s wierd, so wierd. I feel so awkward and i haven’t any idea why. I guess the last time i felt this way was like hmm….. when i hated a frog or something. HA! Nevermind.

Hmm, i’m going to rattle so pardon me.

It’s 4:34 and i’ve been hearing songs like crazy since 12midnight. I think someone recently pushed my music turbo button and my ears and fingers got itchy and then words just came running through my mind….

Well… i heard a recording i did like 4 years ago and thought “WAH!!! Not bad arh, i think i played quite well! Hmmmm” And then i compared to one that i did just recently in March and thought HMMMM someone sang pretty interestingly well…. yeah!!! Just told her during a recent wedding, she gotta sing for my wedding!!! I love good music, especially GOOD voices. I’d be a fan of anyone who’s talented and musical - selectively. Remind me of LY. I was so crazy over LY just cos LY can sing SO WELL and LY is 2 years younger than me. Interesting, only my younger sister knows cos she saw me going CRAZY over LY. HAHA!!! Stop guessing, u’ll never know who LY is. I let u hear LY sing one day. GOsh, can’t imagine LY’s my friend, and i’m FREAKO crazy over LY’s singing. BUT this LY has super jialat attitude. But nvm, i like. Hope LY’s doing good since haven’t seen LY for a while…. Hmmmm…..

I think of playing the oboe and to play one, i’d either needa go borrow or buy one. 3k. Okay, should save up for it. Desperate now, i everything also wanna learn and play.

I think if i clock my 10 000 hours like what LEE is doing, i’ll be as good as him. Well, LEE we are the BEST remember? GOtta tell DY that WE ARE the best. Anyway, was looking through photos and i really like this…

Oh yeah, should go tell DY about it. After pD water baptised me i become his favourite kbist. ONZ ah… Haha… (that’s a private joke)

Anyway, so……………………
I’m doing up a song. Would try recording it and let you hear. My lyrics are coming up. It’s quite sad cos it’s about a point in my life that i was although in church, but was lost like a black sheep finding my way around. God’s love persists through and through and that’s one thing i think it’s important to know and have known and experience that in your life as a christian. God is love and for that, I’ll continue loving.

I love my God, my family, my friends, my piano hee hee, my rainbows hee hee… and myself. OH yeah, u’d better have some self love man - that builds ur esteem quite a bit.